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O, that this too solid flesh would melt....Thaw and resolve itself into a dew!...Or that the Everlasting had not fixed....His canon gainst self-slaughter! O God! God!.....How weary, stale, flat, and unprofitable....Seem to me all the uses of this world....That it should come to this! -Hamlet. Act i. Sc. 2
Hey!
Thanx for visting my site.... I am a 15 year old teenage gurl... This site is just a basic form of my self explanation.... Most of the graphics on this site are copied as well as some poems....Quoted poems will Have a ! mark after the title so you will know.... Also some of the poems are my writings.... I will try to update this site when possible.... If you have any comments e-mail me and
Enjoy My Agony!
 
Intrests, Goals, Dreams etc....
I have my intrests.... My most enjoyed intrest is photography.... I do take many pictures but dont bother to develope the film..(weird huh!) I love working with cameras and making short films... Though im not a professional i hope to become one someday... Im a very creative person and i like various individual things.... I also like Tattooes they'r an excellent form of self expressions.... My main goal right now is to hopefully join the track team at school.... I also hope to pass my classes this year.... I've put hard work in my studies and now i want my reward already... I want to go to college and study media arts... I also hope to move out of new jersey and travel to distant places.... I also hope to become freinds with my mother... We dont have a mother/ daughter relationship and i wish we did... I think my house is haunted but thats just me exagerating.... I also like music.... im into anything as long as it sounds good and is individual however i don't like old school rap....My favs right now are: MuDvAyNe, Godsmack, P.O.D, Staind, Papa Roach (Hopefully they will make a new record this year), Default, White stripes, Blink182, Sum41, Green day, Metallica (theyr new 2 my catagory), Smashing pumpkins, goo goo dolls, 4non blondes, Pink, Alanis Moressett, Aaliyah, Deftones, Red hot chilli peppers, Nine inch nails, AAF( alien ant farm), System of a down, incubus, Cypress Hill, Fuel, Default,Res and No doubt ..... My fav colors are Black, Red, Purple, Dark blue... Anything else u'd like 2 know?
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 Things I Despise!
Labels, Categorizing, Conceided people, Silence, Pushing, Arguments over stupid things, Rediculous answers, Criticism, Morals, Expecting too much, Giving too much but not recieving, Rude obnoxious people, Federal democracy, Perfection, People that think too much of themselves, Preps, Blonde airheads (not blondes but the dumb ones), Sluts, Whores, Girls that do crazy shit for guys, Sex without any meaning (thats sex without any romance or meaning behind it), Girls that drink slim fast and starve themselves just 2 loose a few pounds, People who tell me they'r fat!, "Hooking up", Sending freinds 2 talk 2 me or ask me out, People who think they'r tough, Mindless chatting, Stupid talks that dont last long, Siblings, Blasting music till your neighbor goes deff, Moodswings, Menstruation, Making fun of some1 whom you don't know, Trying too hard, Exaggeration, People who expect you to listen to their problems and not listen when you have a problem, Hott guys who think they'r too good for you, Being found attractive, Cheating on your spouse, Drugs, Alcohol, Youth violence, Gangs, Murder over something stupid like money, People who don't listen to your voice, Showoffs, People who are too lazy to get a job and live on the government's money, Racism, People who think they're right and last Wannabe Thugs!
My Current Thoughts...Questions...
All throughout life...Mankind has done some stupid things and have learned many morals from their special experiments...And yet we repeat the same procedures and do the same stupid things over and over again...Still getting the same results...Now i have to ask! Why?... If einstein was known for his genius..Why didn't he invent hair gel?
Biology is the study of life....As in living things....Then why does it include studying nonliving organisms?... World history includes the hitory of every continent and every country...How come so little is known about the history of Antarctica?..... Why does the earth spin in a circle?...
Don't judge a book by it's cover...Judge by it's price$$$
People tend to worry about what others are doing instead of themselves... If i trip you will laugh but if you trip i'll help you back up... If people are the smartest of speacies then why do they act worst then animals?... Too much of a good thing is bad, How come too much of a bad isn't good?
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Credits!....
Gabey....Thanx baby for all the help with the audio and graphics...I love you so much Gabey....Keep at it! *kisses u .....-Me
Shouts...!
Steph...Thanx for always being there... Love u so much... Stay cool and btw say hi to mr.*wink ; ] luv ya sis.... ur the best...
Gabers...I love u so much baby u always inspire me and i can always learn something new from u thanx... I love u sweetie!
Mary...Ur always there for me wen i need advice (either having to do with sex or not lol) ur a cool person stay cool ok? Good luck with ur guy.....
Julia....Waz up gurl?? Stay kewl luv ya 2....
Joeseph...Hey how r u?? im so glad to have met u ur a great freind to me actually ur like my big bro take care of urself ok??....Ur so precious to me....
Genny...Long time no see... How have u been? I miss ya
Rushika... Hows life?? I still didnt get my letter yet... hopefully ill get it soon... miss talking 2 u2.....
Hey david.... Aww ur jealous??.... Thats ok lol
Lealah...Waz up gurl?? hows life.....ur like the life of my high skool world... Haha love ur jokes....
Carol.... Ur a great freind and i love u lots.... Thanx for taking the bussy wth me every day luv ya lots gurl...
If ur name is supposed to be here and its not!
Blame the memory...Not the heart!
 Remembering....
You know how it starts....
Doing the same thing over and over again...
Hopeing it won't turn out the same...
Wishing that this time would turn out better then the last....
Hoping there would be some way you might be able to help yourself get better....
You work day and night trying to fit the pieces of the puzzle back together...
Hardly enough time to Eat, Sleep, Breathe....
All you can do is think....What is wrong this time...?
How did i end up the same way again?...
Why do i do this to myself?......
I remember now...
How it's supposed to work....
I remember now....
How im supposed to bleed
I remember now....
How to live happily....
Yet... I don't listen to myself....
I don't do what's right for me....
I don't listen to that voice in my head....
I remember now.....
This isn't me!
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